i really wanted to be a model. I don't know why but I wanted to become a model since I was still in primary school. Model can wear nice clothes and have people make them become so beautiful! I think every girl dream about it. Sadly, I don't know anyone from this field, and i don't know where to find modelling jobs so I can only try to find it online. I've sent my resume through mail, only 2 out of 10 replied: no pay was given and all are voluntary photoshoot. I answered a call once, someone asked me if I'm interested to be someone else's "mistress", which could earn up to RM10k - 15k per month; I also received a call that asked if I could model for a photoshoot which requires me to wear lingerie only and they will pay me RM3k... I never contemplate about it and rejected immediately, because I'm afraid that I might be conned. I really really wanted to be a model, I wanted to make it as my job as well. But I wouldn't want to betray my own conscious and do something I'm not comfortable with, and I don't want to feel sorry for myself someday. So if you guys have any modelling jobs (which are not obscene), please recommend it to me, I would be very grateful.
为了实现这个梦想，我不可能在家耗着无所事事，所以也在销售隐形眼镜。我不会随便卖的，是亲身戴了几年的隐形眼镜。我还给验眼师看过我的眼睛，还是非常健康的。虽然很幸苦，因为朋友不多再加上我不会打广告，不是很多人知道我的网站。如果你看到了，就请你支持一下，按个 like 吧：
I happened to saw these posted by someone on FB while I was hopeless thinking what else can I do, and it gave me courage to keep fighting for my dreams: